Thanks a lot

Even though it will be too much for me to ask you to be mine forever
But thanks for making me have this feelings again
The feelings that I taught that I’ve lost forever
Thanks for listening to all my nonsense
Thanks for being patient with my randomness
Thanks for the smiles that you give
Thanks for all the jokes that make me laugh out loud
Terima kasih
Trimas
Grasias
Thank you for everything
Even though that it is impossible for you to be mine, but thank you for everything

THANKS FOR BEING MY MUSE! I can smile all day long just by looking at your pictures! haha~ that is LAME! but I don’t care! #kbai

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my first foot massage

After attending the third day of ‘On Job Training’ (OJT) at Petrosains which was yesterday, I decided to go for a foot massage. At first I was very afraid that it might be painful. And yes, it was very and super painful because I have stiff muscle at my right side foot. Gossshhhhh it was really painful, I did scream a bit during the massage session. But, after a while, I get used to it. And the masseuses laughing all the way because I was making a lot of silly facial expression! haha! Silly me! She also asked me either I want to do a full body massage, and I replied, NO THANKS! I don’t want to end up screaming even louder. Just imagine how loud would I scream if she does a full body massage?! Hahaha~ I don’t think so! And after finish massaging my foot, she offered for a shoulder massage, and of cause at first I freak out and immediately said NO! But, she persuaded me and said that it will not be painful. Huhu~ obviously she’s lying lol~ it was SUPER PAINFUL!! She said that I have stiff muscle in half part of my body (or maybe my whole body) Well, I still screaming when she did the shoulder massage as well.  Hmmmm….may be because of the standing or too many walking. Or maybe I’m just stress out. Or maybe….hmmmm I have no idea~ And definitely I will go to that  foot massage again even though it will be very painful, and the next time I have to be more prepared to face the pain.

It was an AWESOME experience and after I’m fully prepared, I would go for the full body massage. But, not anytime soon. Lol~ xoxo

Linkin Park – Given Up

**My all time favourite band and song! LOVE THEM SO MUCH!

Wake in a sweat again
Another day’s been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I’ll never leave this place
There’s no escape

I’m my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

I don’t know what to take
Thought I was focused but I’m scared
I’m not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I’m my own worst enemy

[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

[bridge]
Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery
[end bridge]

[chorus]
I’ve given up
I’m sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all away
I’m suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me
[end chorus]

*Source: http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/linkinpark/givenup.html